Arkiv för april, 2009

30
Apr
09

From the inside


Trouble is her only friend and he’s back again.
Makes her body older than it really is.
She says it’s high time she went away,
Not much to say in this town.
But the only way is down.

As strong as you were, as tender you go.
I’m watching you breathing for the last time.
If she had wings she would fly away,
And maybe someday God will give her some.
But the only way is down

25
Apr
09

Guess you figure you know me Now

I had heard the term ”just a dog” and even said it myself I think. Or how about ”wow thats a lot of money for a dog”. I never understood until I got myself a dog. Now I understand, the distance traveled and the cost and time involved for ”just a dog”. Some of my proudest moments have come about with ”just a dog”. Many hours have passed with my only company being just a dog. And not once I have I felt slighted. In these days of darkness, the gentle touch of ”just a dog” provides comfort and purpose to overcome such days. Just a dog brings to my life the very essnce of friendship, trust and pure unbrideled joy and love. My dog brought out the compassion and patience that made me a better person. Because of my dog i will wake up early, take long walks and look into a brighter future. For me and people like me, its simpley not just a dog. Its an embodiment of all the hopes adn dreams of the future. Fond memories of the past and pure joy and laughter of the moment. Just a dog brinngs out whats good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and worries of the day. Dog has no use for fancy cars, designer clothes or big homes. It loves the most expensiv toy you get just as much as a stick it finds on a walk. It doesn’t care if you are rich or poor, funny or dull, smart or dumb. Give it your heart and you will have its. How many people can you say that about? How many people can truely make you feel rare, pure,  special and loved. I hope that someday people can understand that its NOT just a dog. Its one of those special things that gives me humanity and keeps me from being just me. So next time you hear the phrase ”just a dog”, smile because they ”just dont understand”….

Ziva & Me

18
Apr
09

Dedicated to Azi

Perhaps I didn’t belive the fact, that you were gone 
I couldn’t trust my own eyes just a bunch of lies
Was it true, or was I paranoid from the weed
And more I tried to focus but I couldn’t see
And in my mind you’re still alive and I’m wrong 
Looking to your future cause the past, is all behind
Is it a crime, to wish, for what I’m saying?
Everybody’s dyin tell me what’s the use of tryin
We’re all trapped since birth, to the one certain thing, death 
But not in my wildest dreams, I see you leave before me  
And they say it’s the cancer and smoke you should fear
But, it’s was your own friend doin the killin here
I can’t lie, I got no love for that kinda friend
Justise aside, make me wish he had died instead 
Oh my Lord, tell me what we are livin for
Everybody’s dieing and soon I’ll knockin on heaven’s door
And everybody grieves, but still nobody sees
That we gotta stop and think before we re-act

I can see the images in my head
And you screamin I can’t make it 
A body full of bullet holes layin there naked
I’m having nightmares, about your homicide
I wake up screaming, sweating in my bed sheets
I’m calling out cause it hurts, to reminisce
How did it come to this? I wish that he had missed
Somebody help us, show us how to go from here
Cause even though boys cry, but does it change the fact?
Try to remember you, but it hurts
I’m walkin through the cemetary talkin to the, dirt
He better confess like a man, than live like a coward
There’s a god up in heaven, that knows what he did 
And our fate, is not a lifetime of hate
And I wonder why he was psycho going round strapped
Dont think even god will forgive him now

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15
Apr
09

Taking the path of Zen

The world is all around us,                                                                            OrganicSally.se
It’s much too big to see.
And the words are seldom honest
So we never disagree.

Oh, the world is all around us
But have you noticed me?
Yeah, the world has overshadowed me.

The world is all around us,
So tell me what you see.
Yeah, the world is all around us,
There’s little room to breathe.

Oh, the world is all around us,
But have you noticed me?
Oh, the world is all around us,
Have you noticed me?

Yeah, the world is all around us,
Now it’s plain to see
That the world has overshadowed me

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02
Apr
09

Making Love Out of Nothing At All

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say, I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I didn’t complain
Cause I was afraid that you would’ve walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain’t gotta be afraid, now my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you