Three years and a facelift

Det var väl dags att börja förbreda inför imorgon då bloggen officiellt fyllr tre år. Kommer finnas en tävling som går ut på svara på några frågor. De som läst bloggen och följt med kanske från dag ett kommer kunna svara enkelt. Svara genom att skriva ned alla svar och maila till mig! Första rätta svar som jag öppnar vinner priset och får sina svar och namn, om den vill, publicerad på bloggen. Nu ska jag aktivera nya teman för bloggen och snickra vidare på frågorna. Tack vare DHL är jag fast hemma idag med Ziva. De lovat leverans mellan 9-13 eller 14-18. Väldigt specifikt.

DJ Ironic – Stay with Me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1amOk_l8Dg

Life In Technicolor

Snart är det 3 års jubelium för bloggen. Att det ändå hölla på så länge är det coolt. Jag trodde aldrig att jag hade så mycket att skriva men nu för tiden är det brist på tid som hejdar. Och sen jag blev av med min laptop så har jag inte skrivit lika flitigt när på språng. Jag har däremot skaffat en ny leksak som har allt jag behöver. Kan läsa mina e-post, blogga, läsa tidningar på nätet, har GPS, jag kan surfa. Touch skärmen och interfacet är helt underbar. Länge gick jag i Iphone tankar men trots sina fördelar är mobil delen av Iphone 3G fortfarande långt ifrån de andra storka aktörers gränsnitt. Så jag köpte istället en Ipod Touch. Blåtand hörlurar med fjärr och mic och jag behöver inte ta fram verkan mobil eller den. Jag kan ha mobilen i fickan, hörlurar i örat. Lyssna på musik, höja/sänka/pausa/byta låt. Och om det ringer avbryterden musiken och jag svarar med svars knappen och sen när jag lagt på fortsätter musiken. Den här helgen fick Ziva en lek kamrat hem. Jag tar hand om Jackie en 3 månaders Rottis valp. Hon är stor flicka redan. Väger nästan 15 kilo, dubbelt så mycket som Ziva. En tjekompis som skulle till London över helgen lämnade henne hos mig. Hon och Ziva gjorde upp om vem som bestämde redan vid första mötet. Och efter det vart det mågra makt kamp hemma men Ziva visade vem som bestämmer och är äldst. Så hon blev Jackies ledare. Ganska imponerande att se Ziva så stark och ändå lugn och behärskad. Hon sa till när det behövdes och försvarade sig bra. Och när Jackie kaxade så satte Ziva henne på plats. Trots storleks skillnaden så vann Ziva alla maktkamp eller så gav Jackie upp istället och sökte skydd hos mig. Och man fick se en annan sida av Ziva. Hon är riktigt svartsjuk/avundsjuk. Så fort jag klappade Jackie för hon gjort ngt bra eller bara ville visa henne lite kärlek sprang Ziva och klämde sig i mellan och krävde uppmärksamhet, samtidigt som hon visade tänder till Jackie. 

Beyonce – Broken Hearted Gril 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jne8CysxT38

Coming to a crossroad

Ever since I met you I could beat depression
You could see my state of misery from the introduction
Maybe we can see a better way, find a brighter day
Late night phone conversations — would that be OK?
I don’t wanna take up all your time, be the next in line
Tell me your size, let me find you things with you in mind
I can see you’re cautious and I’m careful not to scare you
But anticipation of love makin
got you shakin when I’m standin near you
In case I get scared, will just ask the man in the mirror
Now the picture’s getten clearer all the facts hit me harder
I tell you dont leave, and you tell me keep my faith in God
I don’t understand, I just wanna bring you home to me
I wonder should I leave you alone and find a woman of my own
All my homies tell me that I don’t deserve this
I contemplate — but in my heart I know you’re worth it

Could it be my destiny to be lonely?
And checkin for these hoochies that be on me cause they phony
But you was different — I didn’t need to be suspicious
Cause I can tell — my life with you would be delicious
The way you lick your lips and shake your hips got me addicted
I’m sittin here hoping that we can find some way to kick it
Even though I got your number had to resist not to call you
Slowly but surely I missed my chance with you
You blow me kisses now my heart’s taken
My only wish is that you change your mind 
Wanna take you there but you scared to see tomorrow
Hoping you help me through the pain and sorrow
Let you know I care — that someone’s there for your struggle
Depend on me, when you have needs or there’s trouble
I wanna give you happiness and maybe even more
I told you before, no time to waste we start tomorrow
Can you get away?

Never Want To Say It’s Love

I am going to be just like you from now on. Please dont say a word. Please dont say anything. We have nothing more to say. I am tired of  you and your excuses. Days when my heart said I love you are over now. Days when I forgave your innuendos, and when I said it doesn’t matter. I am going to be just like you against you. A none friend and dissloyal. You leaving me, wasn’t  the end of my heart and life that you think. And I dont miss your lies and your so called love. You tried to tell me with everyone of your looks, that you were leaving me. You tried to convince me that you didn’t love me anymore. When you finaly understood that I really love you, told me that you have someone new. That you were gonna give him your undevoted love. Give him the moon and stars. Fine I am gonna be just like you then.

Beyonce – Broken Hearted girl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jne8CysxT38

Things aren’t always set in stone

Sure you let me know, but do I still got time to grow?
Things aren’t always set in stone, so just let me know

Seems like streetlights glowing
Happened to be just like moments
Passing, in front of me so
You see I know my destination
But I’m just not there yet
You’re just not there where I am
You’re just not there yet
Life’s just not fair, yes its just unfair

These words are from my private collection

 

He looks like the man you always wanted
But tell me does he make your heart skip a beat
I know he`s everything I`m not
You say he makes your life complete
But do you ever think of me?
Don`t lie, I know that you do

You think he will do you right,
But he won`t keep you when all is said and done
I know I`m everything he`s not
You think he will make your life complete,
But I know you think of me..
You cant lie to me, I feel you watching me

Give it up, all you wannabies

Twentysix and I was havin’ a ball
I was in a club and I thought knew it all
I fell in love for the very first time
With this girl she really blew my mind
Inner sense and whole lotta class
Style that could give you whiplash
We said hello and my heart beat stopped
She was the world and I was on top
Time went by, She filled my universe
We made love, She said I was the best
My boys kept tellin’ me. Yo, I don’t know
I think your girl’s been playing tic tac toe
I’ll ask my girl I know she only loves me
Wasn’t I the one who is your one and only?
The look on her face read sorrow and gloom
She said ”Yeah, Why do you always ask this?”

Hey guys
Have you ever had a gal
Go away for work, come back with a tan
Comes home late at night from work
You cooked her dinner now you feel like a jerk
Sayin’ she did have time to eat
Now she’s not even hungry, she wants to RETREAT
To the bedroom, she saids her head hurts
You’re only makin’ love in radical spurts
Mysterious calls and the phone goes click
You say to yourself  ”I’m gonna hit her with a brick”
Ain’t no way she could be cheatin’ on me
But I wonder who bought her those bikinis
Dressed to a T to hang with her gals
Over to the clubs and I’m getting jealous
Comin’ home late smellin’ like mens perfume
Yeah thats the signs that make you go hmmmmmm

I dont wanna do you wrong

Please don’t say
What I think
You’re about to say
Don’t take
The mood away
By asking questions
You already know
The answers to
No, You’re not my only girl
I ain’t tryin to be your man
We had an understanding
So then why are you acting
Like you, No longer understand

Don’t fall in love Girl
I’m not the one
No emotions, babe
We just having fun
All I’m gonna do
Is hurt you

It’s kinda why
I didn’t wanna start this
In the first place
But you lied to me
Said it’s cool
If we do our thing
You know I never ever
Lead you on, that’s wrong
I cant change my ways
Baby, why can’t we just
Stay this way
Don’t fall in love

Baby Please
Don’t fall in love
Baby I’m no good for you
All I’m gonna do
Is hurt you Baby
Please, don’t fall in love

Don’t fall in love
With me baby
Don’t fall in love with me
Cause all I’m gonna do
Is break your heart

I guess thats the way it goes sometimes

Sittin’ here on this lonely dock
Watch the rain play on the ocean top
All the things I feel I need to say
I can’t explain in any other way

I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you more naturally
The one to make it so easy when you showed me the truth
Yeah, yeah I’d rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too

Now here’s the sun come to dry the rain
Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain
You’re the one thing that I’m missing here
With you beside me I no longer fear

I could have saved so much time for us
Had I seen the way to get to where I am today
You waited on me for so long
So now listen to me say

Say you feel the way I do